Elicia

2011-05-16T21:07:00.002+08:00

Wow. That's fast.
Joanne Lee is getting married this weekend!
I feel so happy for her.
To find her true love.
To find a guy who really love her and care for her.
Congrats Miss Lee turning to Mrs Cheong.
Can really feel the happiness in people who are getting married.
Well, every one moves on with their life.
Some happy. Some sad.
I hope everyone will move toward their happiness.
Forget the past and plan for the future.
Don't matter what, cherish the people and love ones around you.
Cause you will never know what will happen in the future.
Live your life to the fullest and you'll never regret. :)

2011-05-14T22:50:00.002+08:00

The weather is killing me.
Nowadays the weather can go up to 36 degrees.
Terrible heat.
Spoiled ozone layers, causing extinction to poala bears.
Disasters happening all around the world.
The earth is sick.
Please save the earth.
Else it will really come to an end of this world.

Work is not that stressful for me.
Had been working happily everyday even though I don't get to go home on time.
The best part contributes from colleagues.
Fun and no fake people around so far. (Until tomorrow?)
People who knew me know what I meant.
Melissa is on compliance leave for two weeks.
Now she's enjoying herself in Europe freely.
No frequent free rides from her dad to work for two weeks.
Miss How is trying her best to learn as much as she can from me.
I know you can do it. So jiayou. :)

Exams coming near!
Horrible feeling. I just hoped hard that I can pass.
*Pray hard*

I'm waiting to finish my exams!
So that I can enjoy my life ttm.
Taiwan is waiting for me.
Universal studio is waiting for me.
I guess the USS will be an exciting day for me.
Cause I'm going with sotong & alien !

I've not gone home for months.
My bed had become a junk bed!
Things laying around everywhere.
I really miss staying with my mum.
Where the house would be kept spick & span.
No dust. Nice smell. Ironed clothes. Nice food if she cooked.
When can I live with her again? :(
If ever I could get to buy a house myself I would get it long ago.
The love I get from dad is never like before again.
Although he still love me as a daughter.
He had more people to take care of him than mum.
I wonder what can I do if ever they fall sick together one day.
Who and how should I take care of both? Hmmm..

Alright I got to continue to revise like from tomorrow?!
No joke if I really want to pass this semester.
I'll never get the result. I want if I don't work hard enough.
I just realised days last by really fast.
I'm getting old.
I hope I can stay 21 forever. ( Impossible lah! Stop dreaming! )

Sleeping with the hot weather.
Goodnight everyone.

2010-08-11T14:15:00.002+08:00

Long weekends over!
Was on leave yesterday and yet I had to go to a horrible place.
Tooth ache since Sunday night.
Was playing mahjong and nagging about the ache at Feng yuan's house.
Finally I had enough of the pain and I decided to go to the dentist yesterday.
After x-Ray, I had to remove two teeth and one of it is wisdom tooth.
Omg the whole process was so scary.
The most scary part was the overall effect!
I was feeling even more painful when the numbness was gone.
And the worst part is my cheek is swollen!!
It was as though I was beaten up by some rascals.
Ya and I cannot really talk properly.
And had 5days mc.
I'm alone at dearest's house resting while everyone's out for work.
Thanks to my dearest for listening to all my nagging and taking care of me.
Thanks to Edwin's mum for the pao sheng tea for calming my nerves. Haha.
I got maths lesson today.
How to go to school with my swollen cheek!
Omg it's so ugly la!! Damn sad! :(

2010-07-27T22:36:00.004+08:00

School started and getting busier each day.
Had to do revision frequently so that I won't have to burn midnight oil when nearing exams.
Although it's tiring to go for lessons after work,
I was grateful that my dear came all the way from cck to pick me up after classes.
It's just so nice that I could sit in the car stoning our way back home.

My nose is getting on my nerves.
Never fail to stop sneezing since morning.
Looks like I'm falling sick soon.
Pray hard I won't have a fever.

Finally done my MBO today after clearing all my daily work.
Held up with appraisal till about 8pm before I could leave my office.
It was a tiring day indeed.
Wondering what I can talk about for tomorrow's huddle as Client First was not even out yet by 8pm.
Guess I got to reach office early yo have the print out.

Ya I'm just to low morale to do anything at the moment.
I hope my Wing can get the job that he interviewed today.
Wish him good luck! :D

2010-07-12T23:14:00.005+08:00

It's been long since my last update about me and people around me.
I am currently back to main branch which is located at Orchard(Mdh).
Had been busy with work and things.

I looked around my friends and realised things had changed.
Denised has moved.
Joyce and Jasmine were married.
Wen's Zaydien was borned and so fast it's already one-month old.
Dearest birthday and then mine followed by dearest Stranger.
School orientation starts on coming Monday.
No much of clubbing but NETBALL!
Although we lost the game to IPB, but it was indeed fun.
It's so nice of my dearest to wake up as early as 8am,
to bring me there and waited for me to finish the game on a Saturday morning.
Although we had like only four hours of sleep the previous night.
We went for breakfast and back home to rest before his bowling competition.
Nice bowling and got themselves Champion. HAHA. (The rest lousy one that's why.)

Predator was not really a nice show.
I think it's not worth watching.

It's so nice to see you when I open my eyes.
I love your companion by my side.
Doing every little things together.
Although it could be boring to others,
but I don't mind just to stick with you doing nothing.
Talking craps and tickling each other before going to sleep.
You never fail to give in to me,
in terms of decisions or choices.
I know myself I was spoiled by you.
And I also know I love you more each day. =D

2010-05-31T22:52:00.003+08:00

Goodbye Bishan.
I guess I'll nv be back there again so soon.
I'm here again to the old familiar place-Great World City
Denise brought me my shoes.
First day at gwc was a bit of mess.
But, nothing stressful can come to me.

Sex and the City was a nice movie.
Although it was like a bit long, but it's worth watching.

Weekends past by so past.
Last day for Joyce to be with us.
I think you would be happier to be in a new environment.
I think it's not the time for me yet.
Let's see how long more I can stay.

Finally I get to rest for the next two weekends without Saturday Banking.
Singapore Sales are here!
I wanna go Shopping!!
Just bought a sling Coach bag for myself:)
In another month would be Mega Birthday parties!
This year July will be fun.
Because a lot of people celebrating Birthdays.

Just had a big group of girls having dinner together.
It's a gathering for Dion's birthday.
Happy 21st Birthday in Advance :D

Alrights. Got to watch my drama and back to bed.
Tata~

2010-05-18T21:47:00.003+08:00

Time flies and past so fast.
There goes my three Saturdays.
It's so boring when I thought of working for the next two Saturdays.
And it's Vesak Day next friday.
People get to enjoy long weekend but not me! ):

Anyway, I get to go back nearly on time nowadays.
Finally got to clear all the stupid shit.
There comes a stupid scanner!
Now we have to scan all our sources instead of filming it.
And the time consuming of scanning all those sources are too much.
I'll have to occupy the destop of my officer,
and she'll have to watch me while waiting to get back her desktop.
That's super lame!
What's new? Ya! This is the Support Change & Growth that we are doing.
People got to finish their work faster after changes but not us!
Whatever!

Alright! Finally had to pay tax after working for more than two years!
Don't know how the system works!
I don't think I earn that much. Haha.

It's been quite some time since I stepped into St James.
Went St James with Jeraldine and met her colleagues there.
My friends were there too at Dragonfly.
Club until reached home 7 plus.
Tired! Damn long never reach home so early already!
Poor Uncle Ng got disturbed by me from his dreamland.
And I slept until 5 plus in the afternoon.
He could only ate potato chips for his lunch while waiting for me to wake up.
Poor thing. Soli la okay? Haha.

Phew! Finally got my fringe gatcha!
Away from my eyes.
Long wanted to cut it but no time.
Met the ladies at plaza and while waiting for them I went to cut my hair.
And FINALLY we got to eat our You Mian as well.
I saw Feng Yuen there. Haha. So qiao!

Today when I woke up and went to work,
Michael saw me and was shocked to see my face look so pale.
The rest were even more surprised when they heard my sexy voice. LOL!
I don't know what happen to my voice man. *Cough*
Stupid must be the cause of cough!
Even Customers laugh at me. Hmmm..
But nevermind, I am happy working today.
Even though there's one stupid Ang Moh damn yaya.
Straight away I shoot one email to the Relationship Manager and Branch Banking Manager & CC my boss and my officer to ask the stupid RM to GUIDE and TEACH his idiotic yaya Customer!

Knocked off earlier about 6 plus.
Went to eat dinner with Qin at our house area.
Talk and back to my place and gossip! HAHA!
(I knew we are the pretty ones =D )

Anyway, my back pain won't heal at all.
Think I really need to find time to see Chinese Physician already!

Sharon jio-ing for shopping time again!
I told her we have to wait for the Singapore Sales!
Stupid talking about shopping I really my OT not in with my pay yet!

Elicia is wondering when is the next happening day.. Haha.
IDIOT VEVIAN BIRTHAY COMING! NO SOUND FROM HER?!

2010-05-05T22:12:00.003+08:00

My officer sounded so seriously.
She insisted us to go for the Sales Rally at Pan Pac.
It was a very last min thingy and all of us had to go for fast shopping to dress up half formerly.
Ended up nothing big.
Just because of a stupid long haired tall ah neh lady,
we were being forced to go.
Went to get a dress and cab down to Pan Pac.
This time I remembered to take a receipt and claim!
Just a winning of Cats award for last quarter we 'all' had to go and support.
What a stupid and lame excuse.
Not even a valid reason to me.
Just don't understand why they're so afraid of HER!
I should have phone up to my boss directly to skip this stupid event.
Was supposed to go to my aunt house to teach my cousin Maths.
Ended up I failed again to teach him.

Just stepped into home.
I was being named as workaholic.
First time people would call me workaholic.
Usually I would always be the first few to knock off.
Currently, I became the last few to go.

Totally not feeling well at all now.
Whole body was aching like hell.
Especially my back ache.
Probably getting old already?
Feel like eating maggie mee.
But I am now too shag to even move except for my fingers.
Weekdays are like hell to me now!
The thought of work loads tomorrow makes me even more sick!
And I am doing hurdle tomorrow!
Service value - Maintain a professional image.
What should I share man?
Headache and Brain dead!
Oh god kill me please and stop all these torturings!

2010-04-20T22:13:00.003+08:00

For after so 'long', I finally get to knock off on time.
Hopefully after today will remain the same.
Had dinner with grandparends at cresent.
Curry fish head!
I was so full cause the two oldies don't really eat much.
Lucky I didn't have lunch today.
And we managed to finish everything.

Got my bottle cards at Butter Factory.
A bottle of Martel and a bottle of black label.
By this weekends we gonna clear them away ya.
And oh. I just realized we still have balance at St James.
Finish them up man!!

Having backache.
Pain pain pain!
I got it during work and I can feel the pain from my back!

Tired and feeling sleepy liao.
On my way home..
Hope hard and pray hard it's not gonna rain.
Wait till I reach home first okay.
Ti gong Bo pi Bo pi...

2010-04-16T01:11:00.002+08:00

I guess the long working hours of mine is gonna last for days.
It's really killing my brain cells each day.
Thanks dear for his company when I'm in a switch off mood.
He waited for me to knock off for the past two days outside my workplace.
The total waiting time is over an hour in two days.
And yet, he didn't make a single noise or rush me at all.
I'm really glad to have you by my side.
I'll train myself to be as patient as you alright?
And today, he knocked off later than me and reached home at ten plus.
Hopefully tomorrow both of us can knock off on time and have a nice meal.
It's Friday! Last working day of the busy week.
I wish I could have lots of energy tomorrow for work.
I have got plans for this Saturday in the afternoon.
Shopping vouchers here I come!!!

2010-04-12T22:55:00.003+08:00

Friday after work to Dolly with Uncle Ng.
Met Ren and Godfather there.
Later on Vivien came.
Fortunately got a space at bar for us.
Janice came followed by Jerald.
Not too bad although it's a bit squeeze.
Irene was there as well with her bf and friends.
Home at 4 plus and slept at 5am in the morning.

Woke up and I was so hungry.
A hungry man is an angry man! Haha.
But I'm happy to have Maggie Mee =D
Miss eating instant mee man.
Went Westmall and movie with Ren n Jerald.
Mahjong after that at Nigel's place with his mum.

What a boring Sunday I had.
While people were still having their sweetest dreams,
I got to go to work early in the morning at 9am.
It's so nice of Uncle Ng to wake up and fetch me to work,
although he could sleep a little while more,
and it's far to town area and back home for him.
K la, I know at least he pampered me and being nice to me.
Knocked off at 11.30am.
Had some photo shots with Jessica and Mei mei.
Waited for Jess's bf to come before me and mei mei went shopping.
Starbucks to gossip a while and headed Bishan to wait for Uncle Ng to fetch me after he bai bai together with his family.
Back to his place, bath and do mask.
Masked and fell asleep while running through my notes for today.
Had blessed Zai bee hoon.
(Wow, very long never eat zai bee boon already! Nice!)
So funny cause his mum still said, of cause la.
Blessed by great and grandparents one okay.
Very hot and humid weather.
Bath like don't know how many times man.
And abnormal Uncle still can sleep under blanket without fan and wind!!

Late for work today man!
Think I would reach earlier if I took train instead of cab.
Waste money! ^&%$#%#^%@*&
System was down since morning. On and off.
So damn busy.
Had to lunch in and most of us had MacDonald's.
I told boss. Stressful at work need to have some happy food. Haha.
Knocked off only at 9pm at night.
Cannot imagine I reached morning 9am and went off only at 9pm!
Need to report 8.15am tomorrow again! Tiring!
Hopefully tomorrow would be a better day.
Auntie is cooking nice food tomorrow for dinner.
My dad said, tomorrow got nice food ask your boyfriend come and eat.
Stupid uncle ng better come and show face after his hair cut,
since my father already open his mouth to ask.
(Chey, want to see and talk to my boyfriend say la. Gek gek. Hahaha.)
Alright, got to hurry go sleep already.
Brain dead after a long and tiring day.
Elicia please remember to send your MIS first thing in the morning!
Two more Saturday Banking before I can have a good sleep on Friday nights.
Oh Haha! And I just realised SOMEONE sleeps and dream talk!

2010-04-06T01:06:00.005+08:00

When can I have my you mian at Tiong Bahru!!

Elipse cut over this Saturday.

No Saturday Banking this week.

Whoever thinking of going to Citibank to do cash transactions can forgo it.

Don't ask me why.

Just don't have the system to do so.

Reason being - system upgrade!

Some of us would be choosen to go back to office this Saturday.

Hope hard & pray hard it's not me.

Cause if not this Friday wouldn't have the mood to Dolly again.

Just don't want to spoil my people's mood.

Sunday definitely have to go back to office in the morning.

But one thing good which is, we'll get compensation for going to work on Sunday.

And, we don't have to face Customers. :)

Bishan tomorrow and Wednesday.

Got to sleep already. Tata.

Jiayou for your Ippt Test tomorrow ba <3

2010-03-29T00:26:00.003+08:00

Fri to some Latin Club and Shanghai Dolly.
Met some new friends.
Tiring but happy.
Had only 4 hours of sleep and I got to work the next day.
Saturday Dim Sum after work @ Carlton Hotel.
Headed Party World for KTV,
Movie at The Cathay - When in Rome.
Nice and funny show.
(Although I keep wanting to fall asleep.)
After movie went prawning.
For three hours, we caught like only 20 over prawns.
(Not too bad though.)
My dear did something stupid that day that made me laugh like mad.
And he still could give me excuse saying that he wanted to make me laugh.
Finally to dreamland at about 6am in the morning.

Woke up and had spagetti and green bean soup.
(Think your mum was quite a good cook?)
First time I had spagetti in cream sauce and I nv complain.
Back for afternoon nap and woke up at 6plus.
(5.30 alarm sounded on only woke up 6 plus..cool..)
And my Boy send me over to Wen's place.

Congrats to Wen for finding her happiness.
Today was your big day.
Hope that you're excited and happy today.
(Finally you've found the right guy for yourself.)
Soon we are going to congrat you for your baby boy.

The service of Starhub just sucks to the core.
Phone them and the line never get through.
I was being charged for the Sms.
(Whereas my plan is Sms for free.)
This is so god damn irritating.
Father and Sis are back home and the whole house is like a war.
My sis fell down when riding a bycicle.
Cause of this, my dad kept nagging and nagging.
Partly cause he paid $300 over for her N Level exams.
And he feels that my sis is going to flunk her exams and that's why he said he is like throwing money into the drain.
Anyway, nice conversation with Jeraldine.
I felt better due to the noise pollution in the house and the cause of Starhub!
Alright going to eat me mee and sleep!
Current mood - SIAN AR!
Hope tomorrow would be a wonderful Monday.
Dinning after work with Ren and Jerald after work tomorrow.

2010-03-23T00:58:00.003+08:00

Finally back to work after a long break.
At least I had an awesome break compared to the previous year.
Today was a happy Monday.
Although the half a morning to figure and getting use to the new system,
everything was fine in the afternoon.
I cleared almost 300 of my emails.
I managed to submit the optical claims for my cousin and lastly,
I got to go back on time.
Headed to Tiong Bahru to do my hair.
I sat there from 6pm to 9 plus.
Luckily I had games in my Iphone.
Yep. I coloured my hair, treatment it, wash cut and blow it.
And got it done for over 3 hours time.
Didn't really have appettite for dinner.
Due to my bad stomach flu.
Down to Holland Village for coffee with Jeraldine and Ren.
My dear came after that.
He bought Yishun bee hoon for me to eat after his Ippt training.
(I knew it la. You purposely came from so far to see me right? Hehe)
Couldn't finish it.
Ordered Blended Black Forest but had only drank it like a quarter.
(Sorry Bro for wasting but I really don't have the appetite.)
They were so tired but they just wanted to watch me consult a doctor.
And guess what? Clinic ran out of charcoal pills.
Ren and Jerald insisted to buy the pills for me at Guardian.
(Want to cheat my money again. $37 bucks? I know la it's only like $3.70 right? Haha)
Anyway they didn't want to take the money from me.
Thanks Jerald for the cute paper clips and the trouble for buying the charcoal pills for me.
Thanks Miss Mak for her consideration of buying me the Bo Chai Yuan.
Was really surprised that I got the chinese medicine to eat when she's back from her lunch.
I was really appreciative to see you guys caring for me.
And lastly, I love my boy for showering me with lots of love and concern ;)
I love the people around me right now and love you the most.

2010-03-18T15:51:00.003+08:00

It's Thursday.

Tomorrow would be the last day of my Compliance Leave.

Monday I would be back to work. (Boring...)

Yesterday went CCK to wait for Dear to reach home.

He changed and out to Bukit Timah for pratas tgt with Jerald & Ren.

So damn full man.

Down to Pasar Malam at CCK.

Slacked at his house downstairs.

Cab back. Don't want him to send me back cause he got to work today.

Later going mahjong at Wen's place.

Yea.. Tomorrow my dear take leave especially to accompany me.

I got lots of things to be done tomorrow.

And I can't wait for tomorrow night! Fi..Muhahaha!!!

2010-03-16T17:05:00.004+08:00

Our First Couple Wears :)

The couple shirts are really nice and cute unlike the ones in Singapore.

The designs are not so dead.

Perhaps couples should get them there.

2010-03-15T15:37:00.008+08:00

~My Loves~

First Day of Batam
Gathered at Habourfront.
Got the ferry tickets and headed there straight after breakfast.
The weather was hilariously hot when we reached there.
Our Bus was not there to pick us up.
(You can see how well the service there is already.)
Oh, nevermind.
Edwin called them up and we waited for another 10 minutes before we could reach Harris Resort.
Had free lunch Pizzas and set meals for lunch.
Two rooms not ready yet and we got to leave out things at Jun's room.
Went out for shopping.
Bought T-shirts and watch.
I think my boy was happy cause he bought two nice polos there. Right?
Jeraldine and I cheong out when we saw A&W.
As usual, Root Beer Float! AHHA.
Went Mega Mall.
We bought too many mineral waters there ended up got to carry back to Singapore.
Back to bath and gathered at the Boys room.
Drank too much.
Some of us were high.
Especially Kenneth and Ren. Wahahaha. It's fun anyway.

Second Day of Batam
Everyone got to eat their free Breakfast except for Edwin and me. =(
Cause I couldn't wake up. =X
I could feel alcohols in my body.
By the time we reached the cafe, it's already lunch time.
We had spaggetti.
Wasn't feeling quite well due to the alcohols.
Anyway, I vomited like three times?
Headed to play the Go-Kart.
Then to massage and spa.
Koreen and me was so fortunate enough that we got the air-con room.
I think only the two of us love it.
The rests weren't really happy with the massage and spa there.
Back to the cafe AGAIN for dinner.
The food there was alright but it's quite expensive.
Packed up and went off.

Jeraldine was happy to be back in Singapore.
Reason being, there are no Mcdonalds at Indonesia.
She couldn't drink her favourite ice-milo.
It's was tiring for all of us BUT,
We could still go for Mahjong at Nigel's place.
One Dong and we went home.
Too tired to continue.

I do hope the five couples are happy throughout this trip =)
There are more next time.
Our next trip is ----- Bangkok?

2010-03-12T01:15:00.007+08:00

Fourth Day of Compliance
Didn't eat anything in the afternoon.
Probably cause I ate too full the previous night.
No appetite.
Met up with Bro Thong at Holland Village for coffee.
My boy came and fetched me after that.
Met up with the rest for dinner at Chijmes.
Sushi.
Yummy!
It's a long time since I ate Sushi.
Actually wanted to eat Prawn Mee at Zion Road.
Since Godfather meeting us for dinner we shall have sushi instead.
Slacked and had wine at SRC and back home.

It's wonderful to have you guys around.
And of cause, to have my boy.

Counting down 1 more day to Batam...
You came the wrong time!

2010-03-11T00:01:00.003+08:00

Third day of Compliance
Raining whole day.
Which means, sleeping whole day for me.
Woke up and have my favourite maggie mee.
Met Kenley to sign my Giro form at Koufu and back home.
Waited for stupid Vevian to come my house.
Took so long end up we're late for the meeting.
Luckily we're not the last.
Ate Griller for dinner.
My dear boy so kelian nobody ate dinner with him.
He came and fetch me and we went henderson market for dinner.
My second round.
Now still so full cannot digest.
Went Sheng Shiong to buy milk cigs and his coffee and back home.

Counting down two more days to Batam...

2010-03-10T04:44:00.003+08:00

Second Day of Compliance
Feng Yun early in the morning called so many times.
Was woken up by the last call.
Rushed out to meet him at Clementi to SIM.
Lunched at NP and got brochures for my course.
Got to find one day down to SIM again for the enrollment.
Back to Clementi after that to Party World.
Ya. Just the two of us and sang like hell.
It's fun anyway.
It's been long since I stepped into KTV.
My piggy came and fetched me after his work.
We went to Chinatown for porridge.
And I realised I am always eating more than him. HAHA!
Nevermind. Pigs love pigs what.
Shopped at CK department store.
His first time stepping into the store man. Shua Gu.
Anyway, I bought my favourite food there.
(Ya. Left it in your car. Tomorrow no more cereals =( le. )
Met the couples at Holland V coffee bean.
Unexpected that they would reach there first.
Saw Bro Ki Thong and Wen there.
After that to Ghim Moh for Mahjong and back home.
It's raining heavily. Nice to sleep. (You must be sleeping like a pig now)
Hopefully I am well and not having stomach flu tomorrow.

Three more days to Batam...
Hope Koreen don't fly kite if not I'm gonna sleep alone in the room.

2010-03-08T22:33:00.002+08:00

First Day of my Compliance
Finally get to meet my ladies for Mahjong and dinner.
Wen said she didn't want anymore fast-food.
Guess ending up what we ate?
BURGER KING!
Congrats to Wen . (Finally he is your superhero)
It's a boy. :)

Godfather rushing me to enrol for my Diploma course.
I decided to go SIM tomorrow after meeting my insurance agent.
KTV tomorrow not confirm yet. :(
Looks like only me and Feng Yuan are going for it.
Tomorrow we shall see how again then.

Becoming 21 is a headache to me.
Reason being, I had to file income tax, do this and do that,
It's my first time I'll have to try my luck to access this and that.
Alrights, I shall put them aside and wait for my Singpass to arrive.

Finally Jeraldine can stop her worries for us. Muhahaha.
I hope this time round you are my real Superhero. ;)

2010-03-02T00:28:00.003+08:00

Got a long and tiring day today.
Tomorrow would also be about the same.

RIP my dear great grandmother.
I would definitely miss you.
These few days would be the last chance to see you.
Next year onwards no more to Ang Mo Kio.
The only place for cyn would be my grandma's place.

Guess I am not turning in early tonight.
Looks like I am going to watch my drama since it's out.
Tata~

2010-02-27T02:39:00.003+08:00

Its been long I since blog.

Moreover, in a friend's house this late!

At Feng Yuan's place now, playing mahjong together with Jeraldine and Ziren.

After two rounds, I am a little tired and headache.

And so, Edwin taking over my place now.

Firstly, a very Happy Chinese New Year to all my friends.

I am special!

Cause I waited till the last day of New Year then I wish you guys.

I guess, this year would be a very good year to the people that I know.

Everyone is going towards the right route to the start of their future.

I am happy for some of them because at least they can see what is ahead of them.

Its Month End!

This few days got to work late due to short handed, work load, and the flow of crowd coming in.

I felt this week is quite a bad week for me and my colleagues.

But nevermind, its already the end of the week.

Hopefully, next week onwards it would be better.

Now working in Orchard get to lunch out.

BUT, doesn't mean you would definitely get to have a lunch partner.

Those who are at other branches would get what I mean when they are back.

Monday got to reach workplace at 8.15am! Yawns!

Finally I got to rest on Saturday.

Rest for 4 Saturdays and that's it.

After next week I am going for compliance leave.

Two weeks of time for me to relax and rest.

I have to start planning what I should do during this long break.

And I am excited to go Batam!

Batam here I come!! Wahahaha!

2010-01-28T18:57:00.003+08:00

I am quite excited to get back in that room of mine.
But at the same time, I am kind of sad to leave.
Cause I have been living here for quite a period of time.
Sad to say, all of my things are here.
And there are too many things to move.
But I am just gonna move part of my things.
I'll wait for my conclusion before I moved all my things.
Too many things for me to do.
School not yet enrolled.
As time pass, I am getting more and more stress!
Can someone bring me to the god damn NTUC centre and down to PSB to settle my school things first!
I just want to get myself in that school and the rest of the things can be settle slowly.

Sometimes I am wondering how he feel right now at this time.
Happy? Sad? Worried? or Fuck it?

2010-01-28T00:15:00.003+08:00

Please take my flu's away!
Sometimes I just cannot stand it.
Slept the whole day but it's just useless.

Love?
I don't really understand the meaning of it.
Looks like I am out of the love box.
Is he really suitable for me?
I knew he had changed a little better.
But he's going into a gambling life.
No gamble = No life.
No point saying much cause it'll ended up worst.
What can a girlfriend seriously do so that he'll listen to her.
Words from friends are more powerful.
Sometimes I really pity guys who just cannot find the suitable one.
They can be really nice.
They placed their love ones first and they get nothing.
Heading towards a single life is nothing to me.
I guess I am too much independent.
And needed no one to rely to.
Sometimes I felt really foolish for the things I did.
Cause I get nothing in return.
Not even a simple trust.
I didn't break a trust and yet I gained no trust.
That's sounds really funny.

Maybe I am really too much this time.
I can afford to give more time but I cannot afford to regret.
I realised that it's difficult for a guy to speak up just to keep you.
Just simple words like 'I really love you?' is difficult to say.

My Father is happy when he knew that I want to stay home again.
I guess my father is still the one who love me more than my bf.

Hopefully this will change everything by not living together.
At least I got a real home when I need to.
At least I got a space of my own.

2010-01-17T23:55:00.003+08:00

My first post of the year.
Firstly, Happy New Year to everyone.

My new year resolution is to Study Hard, Earn Hard and Play Hard.
Yes, I am going to take my diploma course this Feb.
I promise myself to get it in one year's time.
So this year, I am broke.
I am all prepare to have a broke 21st Birthday.
Perhaps no celebrations for me.
Nothing much to celebrate too.
It's becoming my yearly routine.
Celebrations come to me only when the whole family gathers together.
I am sure my family are not there for the celebrations.
So no gatherings = no celebrations.
Conclusion, no celebrations.
Pathetic but I am fine.

Elicia is wondering when is the time she would get fillty rich, wonderful career and a someone whom she can rely to for the whole life.

P.s Career woman also need a guy to support her. Haha

2009-12-25T16:12:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!

Heading to my aunt's place for Christmas Party.
Hope it's gonna be fun and interesting for him.

I had done it before.
But this time round it's totally not worth at all.
Yes. The most stupidest thing of all.
At least my family cares.

2009-12-23T15:14:00.003+08:00

My head is just killing me!

Head migrane?

What the fuck is it causing it?

Stress? About what?

God just kill me please if you want and stop all this torturing.

One fact about guys.
They love to have a good one by their side.
But on the other side, they would still like to flirt around or even fuck around.
Ladies, you have a choice to choose.
A choice to be the good ones or the cheap ones.
You can only say sorry to yourselves if you rather choose to be the cheap ones.
Cause God is just playing with humans.
No one would care.
It's their genes.

One fact about ladies.
Most of them knew the truth about their boyfriends.
However, they choose to hide it and suffer it themselves.
That is one thing most would do.
Foolish is the only word to describe.
No matter how clever you are you could still fall under this 90% category when comes to relationship.
10% of them are people who are much more clever than guys.
That's why relationships or marriages doesn't hit their mind at all.
Even if so, just one simple bloody mistake would simply ask the guy to fuck off.
Cause the guys are not important to them at all.
Words and evidences are the power of it.
If there's once, there's twice.
They wouldn't want to even tolerate the first time.
Once and that's it.
The ones under 90% would tolerate and tolerate up to the core.
Yet, still tolerating.
Once, when they really choose to let it go they really could just give it up.
Cold-blooded is what guys would say to them.

It's going to be the end of this year.

What I felt for the whole year was just shit.

A fuck up year I would say?

Not a very successful year for me.

Work wise and also relationship wise.

For once, I really understand how foolish I had been before when comes to relationship.

I could find out anything easily about his doings.

So what if I finds out?

Anything that people wants to hide and cover they can.

It would all ended up with lies and quarrels and whatever.

At the end of the day, you went out to drink feeling sucky and miserable,

where he headed some where happening to flirt around with their friends.

Yes. They could also feel sucky.

But, in order not to feel so unhappy, they had to make new friends.

Anyway, it's good to make more friends.

I don't want to ask much more.

No more miserable life for me please.

People who really care for me would be upset to see me in a no-where state.

Yes, from now I won't stop you from doing anything.

As long as I know what I have done are right.

As long as I can face you. I will be happy with myself.

Elicia,
You grow stronger each time you fall.
Cause you don't have a choice.
Is either you stay with it or you leave it.
I am sure you can do it.
You can do it when back together and why not this time.
The only difference is you currently love him more?
Perhaps, that's the reason.
Ya soon lies would be no problems to you.
It will only be a norm thing.
Remember what G said?
You can marry a guy even if you don't love him much.
As long as you must find your life meaningful.
Since God is trying to play with you,
just show him you can overcome anything in future.

2009-12-11T15:32:00.005+08:00

A picture of myself
The one whom I ONCE love and the one whom I shed the most tears.
It's NO longer going to happen AGAIN!

2009-12-09T21:28:00.006+08:00

You know what?
Work is suck!
Life is boring.
Drinking is entertainment.
So what if you've got a good job or a good bf or not.
Doesn't mean you have both or either one you would be happy.

Perhaps your life would be better without him?
Perhaps your future one is already outside waiting for you?
Perhaps you would be more successful without having one?
At the end of the day,
you would still have your friends around you.
In the past, I would rather think that my bf is important.
But most of the things I saw and by experiencing it,
it has changed my thinking though.
Sometimes you would think hard.
Why do you want to place him so close to your heart whereby he don't really bother.
Why would you want to commit so much whereby he don't even know the meaning of commitment.
And lastly why must you always be the one who is getting hurt by the things he did?
Do you worth all these shit?

I got people around me.
She was married just because she was married.
In her heart and mind,
all she has is the ex-bf that she loves.
It's unfair to her husband now.
But who cares since it's the guys who hurt the girls first.
Guys can play punk but why not girls?

I have learnt one thing.
No matter what happens in the future,
I will not take it so hard anymore.
It will only make myself looked more like a petty fool.
From now, I will just do what is right.
There's no point fooling around with guys and knowing them just because I want to show you what you did is not right.
It would make me looked even more petty.
I want you to understand yourself.
That once you really love the person, you will commit without knowing that you are committing.
Likewise, you will think twice before making any move just not to hurt the one you love.
I swear to god.
I will never ever check on you again from now on.
Although the trust is not there,
you are liable to gain it back.
Instead of me checking on you to gain it back.
I respect you that's why I decide to do that.
Decisions are yours.
The choice is yours.
Now I finally understand why it's good to know more friends.
It's because one has more options and more choices to make.
Life is realistic.
You have got a better one.
I rather you go.
Same for me and for people around me.
There is no point crying over spilled milk.
I just want to let my friends around me to know.
If you have a warm heart, you are actually not afraid of anything.
Every mistakes that people made,
would only make us stronger and stronger each time.
And one fine day you will understand.

Hopefully one fine day I will understand too. =)

2009-12-04T20:43:00.003+08:00

Had finally finish watch Gong Xin Ji.
The ending was not too bad though.
Fri night and I am at no where except home.
How happening right.
Maybe I should just go find some programs instead of just staying at home all the time doing nothing.
Watch movie or go for some happening places.
Slack, prawning or just chilling out some where.

Monday doing year-end Ht.
Back to the busy life at Mdh...

2009-12-03T23:09:00.003+08:00

After almost half a year,
I am back to my Mother Branch.
Christmas is coming.
Parties coming.
Would these time round be happening?

Things happen. Come and go.
Whatever happens, life still has to go on.
I'll always remember the 10/90 rule.
Choose to do what you deserve to.

Recently kept hearing this phrase.
Gou gai bu liao chi shi.
Sounds true?

2009-11-27T21:28:00.003+08:00

Mahjong at Wen house today.

Raining in the afternoon after days of hot weather.

Fortunately didn't go town today.

Finally I had my Bak Guk Teh at havelock road today after craving it for a week.

Working tomorrow at Bishan.

Something on tommorrow if not I would be heading to Sentosa after work.

Thinking whether I wanna go out later for drinks.

~It's you that I Love~

2009-11-12T20:49:00.005+08:00

Whoohoo. Finally I got my Iphone.
After the sweet sweet dreams. Haha.
My Dearest does not have a choice but to buy it. Muhaha!
But... I am so upset that yesterday the phone fly to the table.
Ended up got a scratch on the top.
Hopefully is the screen protector and NOT the phone.

Back to work after a long weekends.
I am so unwilling to go back after slacking to much at home. Haha.
Tomorrow is friday.
No saturday banking this week. *smiles*
Come on babes, let's go for another round.
No drink no sleep. LOL.
Sounds familiar to someone? Haha.

Watching show and sleeping soon.
Tireds...after not much of rest last night.
Sleep early rest more and lastly CHIONG more! Ha...

My monopoly all short of one sticker man!
Money is waiting for me..Muhahaha!

~ciaos~

2009-11-03T01:37:00.004+08:00

Every lesson is a learning experience.
I just wish everything that you did you will think of my feelings just like what I did.
Hopefully nobody can spoil this relationship.
Once gone, it'll never be the same.
You should know that.
Past can be gone.
Attitude can be better.
God would bless us.

People wouldn't come to you if you didn't give them a chance too.
Third party can always be avoidable.
It depends on whether you yourself start to give a chance for it to happen in the first place.

2009-11-01T14:20:00.003+08:00

Yesterday to Illusion.

It was a happening night.

Cause I got to see how flirt my boyfriend can be.

Drunk already keep disturbing the waitress there.

How?

To get the stupid lighted flower.

You disturbed one time two time I can fucking don't care.

From far I saw already four five times I walked near to you and you can fucking don't care.

Still can disturb already and give me fucking attitude.

Ladies. You see yourself.

This type of boyfriend don't even treat and respect you as his girlfriend.

Don't worth my time for him at all.

People got eyes to see how you behave.

If you think it's right then you can forget about being together.

2009-10-17T15:16:00.005+08:00

Friday Bishan got lots of stupid and irritating cm.
Especially that bitch. Fark that bitch off!

Boiler Room yesterday night.
Everybody was fun.
Saw ah son there. Lol.
We finished the three bottles and most went off earlier.
Clara was damn drunk.
Tx came down with a group of friends.
Met him a while and back home.
Dropped dead on bed after shower.

Today is Min Fei's birthday.
We decided to see you tomorrow morning.

Today is also my grandma's birthday.
Nobody call me yet for family dinner.
Going to for a bbq later.
Cause got Zg's colleague's wife's birthday.
After that going to Nicholas' Birthday at Lunar. Lols.
So many birthdays today.
Headache!

Someone is happily packing his bag for overseas tmr.
There is one week for me to have my own life again.
I shall see what's the difference.
Anyway, I got the feeling that November trip is over.
Why? Cause I just got the feeling is due to this trip then he said about the bangkok trip.
I won't be like the stupid one who believes just everything you say anymore.
No more like last time.
More hope more disappointment.
Less hope less disappontment.
So. I shall not put too much hope to prevent disappointment. =)
Say goodbye to Bangkok then.

-Hangover-

2009-10-14T22:38:00.004+08:00

Bishan's been a great place to work with wonderful people around.
Although it's quite a distance from home but still, I am happy.
Alone at home tonight and for the whole of next week.
Think I got to stay at other place the next week.

Had late lunch today ended up with bad tasteless dinner.
Play the stupid rock fever with Qin and back home after consideration.
Considerate to where?
Mahjong? Or to Club Yang to chill.
But was tired so ended up back home although unwilling to.
Connection to the internet sucks but still fortunately get connected.
Being mistery shopped today.
Hopefully would get high scores or full even better.
Bishan is busy but I wouldn't complain much than last time.
Cause everyday was a filled with joy and tiring too.

I guessed I would have a nice packed weekend ahead.
I know it's gonna be fun.
To catch up with interesting people.
Behaving myself is still the most important.
Unless there isn't a need to anymore.

2009-09-24T19:15:00.005+08:00

Yesterday met my grandparents for dinner.
I knew they are happy to see me.
Especially Leslie, she's so cute and she kept on sticking to me.
I fell aslp on the couch and she lied down slping together with me.
Aunt and her gf back home.
Sat down for puff some talks.
On the way back home and horror began...& I quickly went to bed.

Omg my cramps are killing me since yesterday night.
Till today I had tolerated it throughout my work.
Oh man... What exactly happened to my stomach.
Looks like I have to consult a doctor soon...

Everyday waiting to eat Xia mian with someone special.
Anybody wants to be my special one to go and eat with me?
It's located at zion road hawker.
The best xia mian I would say.
Ladies & Gentlemen are welcome =D

Planning next week to have a dinner with Great Workers.
COCCA restaurant is waiting for us...
But pls fix the time and day asap guys!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER!

2009-09-22T23:46:00.002+08:00

So what if I took photos with guys?
What's more they're my colleagues.
I simply just love taking photos with them.
You want you just go take photos with club girls lo.
At least I can face up the truth unlike you.
Hiding here and there.
Don't even dare to face the truth when I just asked you simple questions.
Afraid that I will be angry after hearing you?
Sorry I won't.
I'm not gonna be like last time.
Getting angry is just wasting my energy.
You want to go club hong meet your friends or ex or whatever is none of my business.
To me, it's not my loss.
I will learn to do how you treat me.
Cause I got to know much more better guys out there.
It's my blessing to get rid of you earlier if nothing falls good to me.
Since you want to play rule by rule.
I can play along with you.
l'm SURE you can take it right since you've got this kind of attitude.
I am not gonna waste my time or getting much more angry.
Sitting here laughing at your mistakes made in the past,
I find myself once again stupid for now.
Whatever it is,
ONCE THERE'S A CRACK IN A GLASS, IT REMAINS THERE FOREVER.

Elicia is behaving just 4 months back or rather 3years back..
Enjoying her singlehood life.
Please wake up.
Your friends already told you he's not suitable for you.
Cause he's too young to be mature enough.
Young guys (especially regulars) can never understand what girls wants.
Some are good, the rest are bastards.
So is mine the good one or he's one of the bastards?!
Long way for me to determine my life happiness...

-the uncontrollable me-

2009-09-21T19:20:00.003+08:00

Saturday night 19 Sept '09

=East Coast=

Sunday to Club Yang

Back home after mahjong with tx qin and zg.

He going out with tx to Bugis.

Rainy day.

Hope I'll have a good sleep later.

2009-09-08T23:20:00.003+08:00

U leave me behind.
And went all the way to Malaysia with other girls.
I HATE U!
YOU WILL REGRET!

2009-09-04T20:13:00.003+08:00

In a relationship, there shouldn't be any lies.

Trust is hard to gain.

Once it's gone,

It may be gone forever.

I just hope we are like love birds,

where no one can break us apart.

No secrets between us.

Even if it does,

I would never stop you from flying off.

No one would want a physical you without a heart.

Love is blind.

2009-09-03T18:26:00.002+08:00

You guys know why are there so many Quotes created by people?
It's because the Quotes are formed by many real life experiences.
And this phrase is commonly used:

A Leopard would never change it's spots.

And I, shall add a word to it to make it rather true.

A Leopard would never change it's farking spots!

Alright, only one person would know what I am trying to say..
Byes!

2009-09-02T19:35:00.002+08:00

Bad Wednesday.
I got a shortage of SGD100.00.
Couldn't find at all.
That freaking jerk who took my 100 shall see ghost for the rest of the month!

Now i do understand why it's such a small world.
No. I should say it's a small Singapore.
Just met a CM and realised that he's a cousin of a friend.
It's just too nice to know new friends. =)

Work was cool.
Always have CM coming in to Great World,
especially to Great World Branch to deposit COINS!!
I simply don't understand why cm still wants to make deposits when there are charges!
But nevermind. I don't have a choice.

-Out to dinner-

2009-08-29T12:48:00.001+08:00

I just feel that I should give myself another chance..

2009-08-11T23:18:00.002+08:00

I simply love this phrase..

"10% of the things around happen that is within your control &
90% of the things are controllable"

Therefore, choose how you want it to happen.
Whether you want it a good day or a bad day. =D

2009-08-03T11:23:00.003+08:00

STUPID?! DUMB?!
This is what a true friend would say to me when they knew it.
If something really happen that night,
would I ever regret making that choice.
I won't know and arn't assure of the answer at all for the time now.
I guess one will do foolish thing for the one they love.
But not all the times it would be that lucky.
HOWEVER, everyone got their limts.
When it's time to really let it go, we should just let it go...
Fortunately, they are not there that night.
Or I would have been scolded by the two.

I am having a super duper bad flu.
How I wish there is someone who can be beside me now.
The sweets and herbal tea for the sick,
the care and concern where I used to get. Haha.

I Missed the smell of Hotel!
It gives me a feeling of relax with stress all away and going for a holiday mood.
Maybe we should organise one party to drink drank drunk in a hotel?
Humph... Sounds interesting. Haha. Anyone interested?!
It would only open to all ladies.
Threesome, Foursome Fivesome and all the somes. LOLs.
I AM JUST KIDDING about the SOMES.
But seriously anybody interested?

Just the started of the week and we are all thinking about this weekends.
Places to go are...Ivan's House Warming, St James?! Bicycle outing and etc..
Because it's the long weekend..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

I Love Singapore.

Because it's your birthday,

I got to enjoy a public holiday this coming Monday. HAHA

2009-07-30T22:46:00.006+08:00

Elicia is getting more and more bored with her boring lifestyles.
From Romantic moments to Boredom. How wonderful right?

Well, a Leopard would never change its spots though.
Now my lifestyle is back to old days...

Here's a story to share...

There was a girl who had always been loyal to her boyfriend.
Everyday, she always rushed home after work.
The only reason why she does that everyday is because she just hopes that everyday, after a day of hard work, she can have a nice dinner together with her boyfriend, and maybe do some small little things together like watching tv or engaging in small chats before going to bed.
How nice it was.
To see the one you love sticking together with you like a pair of chopsticks.
However, this was totally not she had.
Every single day after she knocked off from work, she was disappointed to see her phone.
She can get all the calls or messages from her friends.
How about her boyfriend?
There is not even a single message from him.
Perhaps he was really busy with his work, she's wondering.
Sometimes the boyfriend would reach home first than the girl.
However, when she reaches home, he already had his dinner.
The girl would end up having dinner alone.
She decided to keep quiet and be reasonable because.
by telling him what she dislikes, nothing will be solved instead quarrels.
And it seemed that the girl is very unreasonable.
It will only widen the relationship between the two.
Of cause, she doesn't want this to happen.
The girl tolerated.
She just wished harder that weekends would be better days to spend together like what others do.
Perhaps just a movie or some shopping.
She would always placed her boyfriend priority first before going out with her own friends.
Guess what?
Boyfriend has the opposite thinking.
He, as a boyfriend would choose to go out with his friends first, leaving his girlfriend behind.
Perhaps, he is too ashamed to bring his girlfriend out with his friends.
The girls did nothing and nothing could be done.
It continued to happen this way until things happen.
The girl found out that her beloved boyfriend knew some chicks out there.
She saw it with her own eyes and yet he can still deny.
Perhaps, the guy had lots of secret which I think the girl didn't know right until today.
She felt stupid, disappointed and very hurt.
She left him and swore to let go of this relationship.
He uttered not a single word.
The girl choose to start her single life afresh and she really enjoyed it.
She knew lots of people and saw all sorts of people.
Never did she regret making such a choice.
Can you imagine how happy the boyfriend of this girl now?
Of cause, people would always regret making the wrong choice.

The story ends here ...

People out there,
the story sounds familiar?
There are a lot of similar stories happening everywhere. Add-ons here and there.
And girls are always the one getting hurt.
Please analyse and think how can the girl prevent all these to happen and how things can go her way so that the couple can stay happy together ever after.

Humph. I thought that wooing is always the nicest period for me and him.
Everything we did is sweet and nice. After that, everything's gone.
I wonder how we spend the future together with no efforts made.
Today is a very busy day for me.
My first Customer gave me a bottle of mixed coins and I can only finish counting at the end of the day.
Viruses everywhere.
Everybody is falling sick.
I never had a peaceful lunch since I was a great world.
My gastric is growing air since yesterday due to don't what's the reason.
Tomorrow is Friday.
Last day of the month.
I swear I will be even more busier that today.

2009-07-21T20:26:00.003+08:00

Saturday to Bar 1.
First time been there.
We were happily playing some childish games.
It was fun actually.
Took lots of photos.
Down to Boat Quay after that with the rest to meet Fi and Kevin.
I was damn drunk.
Reached home totally coma. Haha.ZZZ

Back to work at Great World on Monday.
END OF MY LEAVE! And it's Fi's leave.
Great World was good.
No disgusting people saying disgusting things. LOL.
Yesterday reached home and sound asleep at 8 plus till this morning.
Managed to get Mcdonalds breakfast today.
Happy working to me for the rest of the week. :)

2009-07-12T15:17:00.002+08:00

9 July '09

Afternoon down to Emerald Hill for some drinks and back home.

2009-07-07T15:48:00.007+08:00

Steamboat for dinner.
This time round applause to Wen & Qin for taking over as latecomers. Haha.
Anyway, we started to eat first.
The place is at Chinatown.
Staffs and services there were good compared to the other stalls.

Look at what Dion is doing.
Ice-No eyes see! LOL!

Look at this bouquet of beautiful roses.
My first bouquet of real roses received.
Guess who is the special someone in my life who gave this to me?

The special person is ---------- Fidelia Tan.
I thought someone in your work place is wooing you when I first saw.
Thanks for your roses.
It is lovely.
I am so afraid that the roses withered when I got home.
Lucky it didn't.
Headed to Club Yang after Steamboat.

The outcome of one very full glass of beer for not helping to drink much for the waterfall.

Got this free bottle of Martell for throwing 4times hitted at the dart.

Cheers to friends for the help to finish up the jug of beer in order to get the bottle.

Ben: Even if you cannot finish Eric will still gave you the Martell.

Special thanks to Ben for making the most disgusting drink for my birthday,

and the heart to search places for the cake ended up the cake was bought at a hotel.

Must be costly.

I didn't intended to celebrate at all.

But ended up I got the celebration.

Written by Wen:

Hope you'll find your own happiness and stay happy forever.

I wish I could too. Haha. But just couldn't.

Happy 20th Birthday to Myself &

Welcome to the Aunty Club!

Today is the actual day.

Yet, I was alone at home.

Bad weather, good dreams.

No nice food to eat,

bored to death..

It is just like any other normal day.

I know I am gonna be alone the whole day.

Till almost close to midnight I think?

But it doesn't really matters anymore.

Cause I am well-prepared this time.

And I won't regret cause I hated to regret things.

Just hope to have a nice meal with someone special to me.

Spending some time together will do.

Will that small little request comes true? haha.

I am so hungry!!

Going back to my dreamland to forward off the rest of the day.

2009-07-03T22:23:00.000+08:00

Monday went for movie.
Transformer 2.
Many people laugh during the show.
To me, it seems not very funny.
The show was just average to me.
Nothing much amazing and not much story line.

Tuesday had a dinner with Wen, Qin, Ginnie Vevian and Dion.
Was so hungry while waiting for the rest to reach.
Waited for them with Vev at Mac.
Decided to have a medium fries for start off while waiting.
Arcade and down to Yang with Qin to meet Thong.
Reached home around One plus.

Two more days before i go for my leave.
This week shift at Citigold.
Yesterday morning raining so heavily.
Cab to work, alighted very near to the side door.
End up still almost all drenched.
How wonderful.
Work was fine.
Just wished to clear everything before going for my leave.
Got a present in the morning and was kinda surprised.
It had actually brighten up my day.
Rushing for lunch ended up got a overage of US20.
Short-pay Cm change and yet cm not aware.
Tomorrow calling Cm to return his money back.

Junior complaining about Senior.
For being not respectful at all.
So what if she is a junior?
Doesn't mean Junior knows nothing.
As a senior, you won't know all the things too.
Seniors do not even know what is simple respect.
Was thinking how you would you let your Juniors to respect you.
Stressing oneself and giving attitude to others would just let people to think that you are just so inefficient and helpless.
It does not reflect well at all.
Most important, one must have a very good time management.
That would help to solve most of the things.
There are just unreasonable and childish people around.
Who thinks only about bad things happen.
Even when people around give them a help,
they would just think that there are motives behind.
They are so pessimistic that whatever things in their mind are just bad things about others.
Why can't people just work happily without thinking nonsense.
Just a little bit of stress and the whole thing would mess up.
Why not take it as a challenge and overcome it.
Actually there is nothing much to stress at all.
Just realised a few days before that appraisal is coming.
I don't even realise until someone told me.
Appraisal meant nothing to me.
It's just a feedback to oneself on where to improve.
Or giving feedback to people on where they should improve.
There is nothing much to stress about at all.

Yesterday knocked off back home.
Online to finish my drama.
After that down to Club Yang with Wen for a jug to chill.
It's nice seeing her in full of lots of happiness, covering with love.
Hope you have really chosen the right guy this time,
an will always be like this forever.
Just promised yourself not to get hurt by guys again.
As for my girls,
hope you people also find your true love and not get hurt.

Today shift was at Corporate.
Was kinda busy and there was flows of Cm coming in.
Went to have dinner at Steak House.
Together with me are Joyce, Serene, Mun Yee and Denise.
My Dear came to fetch me after dinner.
Was kinda surprise cause actually I was suppose to go back myself.
Aunt just dropped me a message.
Clubbing with them later or not?
Still thinking...

Just hope that we can be really close together.
Doing just almost everything together.
And being the most fortunate couples.
Having lots of small talks before sleep.
Thinking of each other almost every minute.
Enjoying life every second.
I am still thinking.
Or rather dreaming.
Will that really happen to us.
I really hope it will.

2009-06-28T12:34:00.000+08:00

25 June '09
Dragonfly

2009-06-22T23:28:00.000+08:00

Thursday
To Club Yang with Ki Thong Wen KK and Ah Wee and Tian Xiang.
Due to hangover, I decided to drive there and drink just ice water.
After a while wen went off to look for bf.
I stayed for a while more and went back home, the rest headed to Oasis after that.

Friday
Headed off to Plaza Sing for my Manicure and Pedicure.
Down to Tiong Bahru for a hair treatment and a hair cut.
Met Qin for dinner.
Waited for wen to reach.
Played at the stupid arcade wasting my 5 bucks.
Down to Sabai at 10 plus.
Together with me are, Jasmine Ting, Lee QinQin, Kevin Siew and Eugene Cheong.
After that to Oasis a while and back home.
Here are the photos=>

Saturday
St James Night!
see! Its like freaking packed man!

Monday
Back from leave.
Early in the morning, received a message.
MC cannot return my Saturday Banking next week.
I am not blaming you cause you are MC.
Just that since it is a deal to change then that is your team.
If you last minute cannot work that Saturday,
please jolly well go and do your job by looking for a relieve.
It is unfair for me at all.
To help you do your shit by looking for a relieve?
U changed it with me, I had already worked your team,
then just freaking do your part by taking that as your team,
and look for another person to work for you.
This is not my farking job you think I am so damn free?
If nobody can change that too bad.
Let your officer crack their head for you then.
It's not my farking problem.
Took over back to do HT.
Things not in placed, things not done, filing not done.
Many leftover shits.
Sorry, simple one or two things is fine.
I can just simply shut my mouth and help without complaining.
Things over the limit then sorry,
dont come and waste my time to clear the leftover shits for you.
I will just tell you and leave it there.
You want you do it.
If not then just simply leave it there.
I am not going to touch it.
The most I will just tell officers know and ask them to do it for you.
Thanks Joyce for your help.
I don't mind going back late now.
Can claim OT but just that they like to freaking rush us back.
Okay. Done talking much and complaining.
Got to sleep and work tomorrow.
Meeting Mui Leng and Wen for dinner tomorrow after work.

2009-06-18T19:09:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went lunar.
Ask you to send me that like want your life like that.
Lazy is all what you say.
Go do fix your car also never hear you say lazy.
Go club with frens and know gals also never hear you say lazy.
Haha. What a bf i have man.
But nvm. Now i have bf or not doesnt matter too.
Ended up must wait until ur bro say something then you so unwilling to drive me there.
After that ended up still last min go out with fren to double o somemore.
Come on i swear i wont rely on you in anything i do.
I rather rely on ppl who really care about me.
I know i shouldnt have in the first place.
Guys are all the same. *FARK UP* is all i can describe them.
Haha. For those guys who are really not like this can ignore the previous sentence.
I wonder this time round you ask me to patch back for what.
To show that you are damn cool? Or to show that you really want to change to be a better person.
To say is easier then to do.
All you do is to talk. Nothing much show out too.
I wondering how much different you want to show me this time,
when you say earlier on that it's really different this time.
Whatever it is. I am not going to care about how you feel.
If you feel hurt in whatever things I do then too bad then.
Cause you also wont bother how ppl feel.
Back to topic, at lunar.
Mix mix drink what vokka and martini..
Ended up vomit till siao until today 6plus evening wake up den feel better.
whole day never eat anything.
I think I really can be deity soon.
The last thing I ate was yesterday evening-maggie noodles.
Cooked by him.
Without egg, nice but not very filling.
Wow I feel so hungry now.
If it's the last time when I am single.
I think now I duno at which area eating nice food with fren alrd.
Count me bad luck now. hah
Thurs night. Yang ladies night wo..
But the minute i tink of drinking,
I feel so. eeee..right now.. hahaha
But on leave never go out is damn sian la..
Alrd stay at home the whole of today le lo..
Dont care. I want to go out later later later...

2009-06-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went boat quay to drink.
Cause Mei Yun was there with her friends at chamber.
Then we decided to stay at the pub.
Actually wanted to go boiler together with fie.
But ended up going back home due to some reasons.
Back home around 3 plus.
Today went Suntec Convention.
Last day of IT fair.
Bought a LG mini laptop.
So now everyday can get to go online.
After that headed to Marina for dinner and movie.
Movie was nice. (Terminator)
Tomorrow working at Amk.
So damn happy cause next week working only for three days.
I am on leave on Thurs and Fri. Haha.
So it's time to go for a shopping spree.
He is sleeping like a pig beside me now haha.
Getting tired too. Sleep sleep sleep..zzz

2009-06-12T20:53:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I just want to be alone.
Back to my own life doing what I want.
Flirt all I can, club all I want.
I just missed my single life.
Anything that I do dont seem serious at all.
What's exactly love?
I dont really understand still.
Am I really happy of what I am now?
I dont know the answer.
I just feel that no matter how hard the you can change, it's still you.
The attitude will still be there.
Cos that's your personality.
I swore to myself.
No more fights.
Not even vulgarities.
I CANNOT STAND VULGARTIES THROWING AT ME!
Once a single word of that comes out from your mouth.
I can SWEAR my life that if that happens,
our relationship is gone like a wind. haha
Sounds and seemed really easy to me.
I just dont understand why I just dont have the feelings like before.
Maybe it's the trust?
I dont seem to bother so much about it.
whatever you want to do I dont even care though.
Cos to me, there's first time, there'll be second time.
You can swear all you want,
talk all you can.
As long as you dont gain back my trust,
me is still me.
I dont really care much as before.
I did nothing wrong and I am not afraid.
What I think most important are my friends.
I am sure they have no harm and no intentions to hurt me.
When you're still my friend,
I feel that we're more happy.
I felt more romantic and happiness when I'm single.
That's really very wierd.
I heard you're very good in sweet talking.
I'm wondering is it true, but I guess so.
But I never hear from you before.
That's even more wierd. Haha.
Anyway, I see no married life.
You can choose to walk off whenever you want.
I wont feel hurt or sad as before.
I no longer have a soft heart.
You can give up anytime you want.
Cos I shed no tears for you,
it's not worth so.

2009-06-06T15:13:00.000+08:00

I'm back with you just this once.
to treasure or not is your choice.
I am definitely not like last time.
I want my freedom, I want to do my own things.
I moved back with you due to a fark up place that
I'm staying previously, and also to give you a chance
to prove me wrong.
Prove me that you've changed to a better person.
Recently was still not to bad. No poor attitude but good.
Prove me that you've changed and the bad side of you
is never back again.
And lastly, I know you've been trying hard to get me back into deep love again.
I knew myself to me everything is not really important anymore.
Pls continue to do that. Cos finally we're back tgt.
I would try to love you as how you love me now,
serious like i did in the past and make our relationship a stronger one.

fark that farking place,
you die is still not my farking problem!

Work Works Workss!!

2009-05-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

Took over as HT at orchard now.
Every thing's good. Just that I hate to knock off late.
Will try to be fast now.(planning how to be fast..haha)
Recently just brain dead almost everyday.
The min I knock off I would feel like being on my bed.
Nothing much to update now.
Working Amk Hub tomorrow.
Got to wake up earlier.
And would expect to knock off late.
Cause nobody got box. Have to seal cash.
June's coming. I'm expecting a better month.
This month would drink drank drunk less. LOL

Sounds convincing.
Stilling considering.

2009-05-20T20:55:00.000+08:00

last two days sitting at citigold was like - shiok la.

today got back downstairs and and and..

for after so long, i did NRI today again.

NZD BP somemore. then a bit like forgot!

First day for Jessica.

Hope she's fine here with us alrd ya.

One more happening person.whoohoo.

anyway we all knocked off early so reach home early too.

my click ladies!!when meeting up after work fer a nice dinner?!

I got a place to bring u all go for a nice meal.. haha..

my sis did something stupid again.

got my hse upside down..

police come..whole family also come. +_+

fie sorry never join u two le.

cos so last min plus i alrd reach home wa damn tired.

And ya! Now my whole family freaking know I'm single!

Sorry for not giving you anymore chance

Just that I'm too afraid of the past

It just makes me feel that I'm a fool

Feels that I'm full of anger

or feels that i love you no more

There's no trust anymore

and I see no future

You can hate me or say I'm selfish

to me, I dont see marriage

I dont see true love

I dont see what trust is

I see no men but boys

I trust no one but myself

I knew I am strong this time

I knew I had done it

-once bitten twice shy-

-what's love-

Sick!!

2009-05-12T22:44:00.000+08:00

Having bad fever head damn pain.
very bad flu and sore throat.
morning went to see doctor.
Because I was having a fever.
I had to wear the stupid musk.
It was so troublesome for me,
as I was having bad flu.
The doctor talked to me like almost 20 mins.
Back home to sleep all the way.
Doctor gave me two days of mc.
He said if not yet recover then has to go and take another day.
Thursday and Friday working at AMK Branch.

Elicia Please wake up and know what you are doing!
Please stop all this shit and go back to your own life!
I hope I can just stop messing up people's life.

-How I wished I could just be myself-

2009-05-08T18:00:00.000+08:00

YES! I PASS MY TP.
JUST ONCE AND I GOT IT.
I FEEL SO LUCKY OH THANK GOD!
i feel so happy and forturnate for the first time.
it's because u did put a lot of effort into it.
And when you see the results, you'll feel really good.

Morning when I board the train on the way to work,
I had a very weird feeling.
My whole body was like going so weak.
And i started to feel so giddy. And i almost fainted
It has been so long never happened anymore.
dont know why is it back again.
the next time immediately i looked for handles to grab on.
as i was so giddy, everything i see went faded.
just the next stop at redhill everyting i saw was white.
there's nothing i can see.
I am so scared. I was wondering whether i should alight and take a rest the next stop.
cold sweats formed all over my body.
I had to grab the handles with my both hands to support my weight.
slowly, when i could finally see a little bit of thing,
i quickly digged my phone out of my bag to call joyce for help.
she waited for me at dobby gaut control station.
I was so scared that I would faint.
I dont want to go hospital.
When i reached dobby gaut.
actually i intended to go back to office to rest a while and back to work.
Joyce told me to see doctor.
And i think that's a better choice.
Cos by going back to work doesnt help at all.
Nobody there would bother so much.
All they would say is of cause la. Never eat breakfast.
From young i dont eat breakfast alrd.
So i think that would not possibly be the reason.
But it's okay. I'll still take words from mother's mouth as what boss said to me on the phone.
Just do something to improve my body then.
If there is second time. then it'll not be cause of breakfast le.
the medicine that the doc gave me was so strong.
no wonder she sent me back to rest.
I took my Blood Pressure and it's only 90bp.
Doc said i got low blood pressure.
I even took a blood test.
Doc will call me to tell me the results in 3 days time.
Hope eveything's going to be alright.
I only want good news.
God there is no use if you gave me a driving license without a good health you know?
I shall heed my boss's advices.
Janet said I was needed to be back on Mon to take over Ht.
so i had to really take good care about myself.
Elicia! Remember your Goalss!!! Jiayou!!

2009-05-06T20:38:00.000+08:00

smoke smoke smoke.
ever since moving back home, i smoke much moreeee!
Holy shit.
did something silly today.
alrd know and suspect myself that i did something stupid and yet i didnt stop that bitch to go off.
all cos i ears so big heard something wierd beside me that makes my head thinking and spinning.
a lesson to learn.
not to bother wad others are talking about.
just do your own things.
the more u hear the more u things u have to think.
fortunately i got a wonderful officer and boss to help me.
i swear to god to be ultimately careful in future and dont make any careless mistakes.
or else i will be really giving a lot of troubles to others.
if i am not wrong next week onwards would be a stressful week to start on.
something not really new but for not so experience staff like me i think it's difficult to start off.
anyway, i would try my best not to disappoint everyone.
to work towards my goal of going back early although i am a HT.
let us all work as a team towards our goal and be happy everyday. =)
omg. tomorrow i am on leave cos of my TP.
oh god pls i really beg u with my heart and soul.
to go bbdc my last last time.
i have got so much to do. after i pass my TP.
so pls pity pity me.
tiring day of work if u have a tired mind.
okay. shall go to rest.
anybody wants to ask me out tonight i sure on. haha.

2009-05-04T21:14:00.000+08:00

some misc photos =)
mirror mirror on the wall.

my kelian de cou cou without its clothes. think gonna buy one cover for it le.

my mickey mouse pillow. haha

the piggy slippers that i bought to wear at home =) cute right..

see the blue black i got from sat night. dunno even know how i got it. LOL

doing a miscellaneous stuff today.

almost everything i can help i would help.

i hate staying back late,

so i wish everybody can be back home early too.

last time always rush home to accompany bf if i can.

but now i feel stupid.

so i decided to rush back really for home.

back home relaxing. doing my own things.

chatting online, gossipings..distressing.. haha

actually wanted to meet fie for dinner.

called her and realise that i forgot she's on leave. stupid me.

anyway, meeting her soon for a nice dinner.. haha

so decided to went home but qin called back.

one more stop to plaza so met her there after her facial just nice.

ate wad we always ate the you mian.

den i taught her something.. (shhh..dont tell anyone) haha

msg wen then qin also msg her.

WEN dONT ALWAYS HUHU ALRD LA. haha..

from ping pong balls become tennis balls ending up fish balls. LOL

damn funny.

me and qin like siao like that end up laughing so loud at coffeeshop.

wa kns. think ytd ate too spicy.

today morning stomach so pain.

until night time go toilet 3 times.

heng better alrd. if not i gonna burnt my ass.

joyce tot me sdb again.

now den i know inside sdb got storeroom. LOL

anyway, only went there a few times.

after that go amk alrd forget a bit le.

FRIDAY DINNER LE NANA?

eh wen u better confirm with him again lo.

scully he cannot make it. hahaha.

3 more days to tp!

pls god i beg u to just pass me !

i really dont wan to go there le.

so far and tiring.

vevian's asking me a wierd question right now.

u want it to happen is it? LOL

having mix feeling.

duno wad i'm thinking also.

right now i just want to be happy and that's it.

be happy and i'm happy.

having a relationship or not is nth to me anymore.

just wanna be myself now.

hope to reach wed. den wed over thurs on leave take tp.

den fri work one day den off 2 days. damn shiok.

i wanna earn lots of money money money..

2009-05-03T14:06:00.000+08:00

sabai last night again.
we drank like 3 and a half bottles? - wtf??
drink drank drunk.
lucky never vomit at all.
meeting qin later for lunch.
and perhaps for shopping at town.
ANYBODY THERE WANTS TO WATCH FRIDAY THE 13 WITH THIS POOR LITTLE GIRLLLLLL!!
don't know why everybody is just quarrelling with their partners.
and is serious type..
next week is the last week that i can enjoy much i think?
after that there will be a tiring days coming along..hais..
TP this thurs.
I really hope so much that i can just pass this one time!
tatas~

Money Money Money!!

2009-04-27T21:33:00.000+08:00

getting damn tight.
hope i can take up another job asap.
everyday's a tiring day.
more to come.
hope i can manage everything well.
just hope everything can get over well soon..

2009-04-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

having a home of yours is a bless.
yes. i'm finally back staying at my own hse.
getting use to my life here all by myself.
it's a happy experience to have u for the past 2 and a half years.
but it's just too bad.
i cannot see my future with u.
there're lots of scares to me.
we quarrelled. we fight.
there're real things happening and also misunderstandings
perhaps we are not fated.
i never treat u cold or whatsoever.
u're still my fren.
u said i can confide my problems to u.
dont worry. nobody is blamed.
i'm happy now. hope u are.

i enjoyed the last few nites.
i get to know lots of ppl.
guys and gals.
it's long to be free and do whatever i want.
back to orchard branch from tmr onwards.
going back is always a challenge to me.
from tmr onwards, more things, less communications.
got to manage my financial from now.
getting tight and clearing debts.
visited my bro today the second time.
fortunately, he's fine after the operation.
god bless him to get well soon. =)

2009-04-25T20:14:00.001+08:00

start of new life..